The Elusive, Impossible Willpower

I wonder who Will was and what he was so determined to achieve that they called it willpower

I lack willpower. I lack kirstpower.

Getting fit, losing weight. This is not a journey. This is a fight. I am fighting my body, I am fighting my appetite. I am fighting bad habits and the way I live my life. And I am not winning. The progress is slow.

There is no progress.

Tonight I am feeling a little bit despondent. Defeated and frustrated.

Lonely.

Fat.

3 thoughts on “The Elusive, Impossible Willpower

  1. with you on this one.
    when you find will, smack him for me please as he’s given the rest of us too much to live up to. getting to the point now where i feel like throwing my hands up and saying enough is enough no more.

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